You look about as nuts as I feel 80% of the time.
Your money can't hide your imperfections or emotions, neither will systematically eliminating all of those close to you who are telling you the truth. Perhaps you have lost all trust after the K-Fed thing, or maybe you just grew up in a nutty environment. So did I, but I've fought to keep myself on an even keele, if not for me, then for those I love.
Forget about the fans and the "yes men" who agree with everything you say.
Take some time and look at who you are on the inside. Honour whatever your feelings are. Be they over motherhood, your relationships, your legal battles, your family, etc. - and then TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for them. The first step is to LET yourself feel again - don't function on auto-pilot, it will only eat you up in the end. Take those feelings and let them out... and when you're ready to, step up and take care of your kids - in the meantime, keep them at a distance - no kid wants to see mommy on a gourney.
Think about it, kiddo. You're my age, within a month... had I been brought up as you were, I'd probably be making the headlines for you! I'm not condemning any actions - I'm asking for you to recognize the imbalance within yourself - and to stop pushing those away who keep trying to help (your lawyers and paramedics for two examples).
And if you ever wanted someone to REALLY give it to you straight (not to be mean, just so you hear the truth), then you email me or any other "non-fan" that actually feels ill when they see pics like these across the TV.
You were on top of the world... maybe based on a career of less substance... but you owned it for a while, girl. Now, you're turning into Norma Desmond, living in Malibu, waiting for your close-up... well, here it is sweetie.
Fact of the matter is, in another life that could've been me laughing at my medic attendants.
Pictures courtesty of JFXOnline and TMZ.comI hope your "mom" has pins inserted into her eyes and Jamie Lynn gets put into protective custody of the state. Don't be afraid to blame your parents, it's what everyone else does at 25... cause THEY made and raised you.
I hope you get the help you need - in whatever form helps you best.
Most Sincerely,
Megan Ball
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