New Years Eve...

As I let 2007 slip between my fingers like grains of sand, I encourage anyone reading this to watch the YouTube link below... RIGHT to the end.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=MpFfLO9cSRc

"One day
you have to let it go,
have to let it go.
And one day,
you'll stand up on your own,
stand up on your own, oh."

Better than any church hymn I've ever heard.

I may take a few days into the new year off, but I'll be back!

I found a great picture of Craig and I from back in the Windsor days. He was actually sending me off to go home to Toronto, and we have totally pathetic looks in our eyes. I had probably been crying... LOL But this morning I saw a music video for "Ever Ever After" by Carrie Underwood and it totally brought my head back to the one thing that is most important in my life. He knows who he is...

Lyrics:

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do

And a secret is taught,

it's our favourite part of the story

Let's just admit we all want to make it, too

Ever ever after

If we just don't get it our own way

Ever ever after

It may only be a wish away

Start your own fashion,

wear your heart on your sleeve

Sometimes you reach what's real

just by making believe

Unafraid, unashamed

There is joy to be claimed in this world

You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after

Though the world will tell you it's not smart

Ever ever after

The world can be yours if you let your heart

Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying

Your head feels it's spinning

Each happy ending's a brand new beginning

Let yourself be enchanted,

you just might break through

To ever ever after

Forever could even start today

Ever ever after

Maybe it's just one wish away

Your ever ever after

SUPER HAPPY FUN DAY

Dog peed on our couch last night.
Cat peed on the dog bed this morning.
Other cat peed on the same spot on the dog bed.
Sickness benefit deposited.
Then prematurely eaten by Visa bills.
...but with what's left, I get to spend all day shopping.

It has been 8 months since I've had ANY retail therapy.
Thank you, Lord! LOL
I get to collect some of the things I need for my wedding...
needlework.... I'm so excited...
Grandma Ball taught me this skill for this... and I'll actually use it!

So I have to get ready... but I thought I'd share one of my top 5 these days... it's my morning song:

Carrie Underwood

"So Small"

What you got if you ain't got love

the kind that you just want to give away

It's okay to open up, go ahead and let the light shine through

I know it's hard on a rainy day

you want to shut the world out and just be left alone

But don't run out on your faith

'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand

What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands

When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside

a problem that seems so big at the time

it's like a river thats so wide

it swallows you whole

While you sit around thinking about what you can't change

and worrying about all the wrong things

time's flying by moving so fast

you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand

What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands

When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand

What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands

When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else

Oh it sure makes everything else seem so small, yeah, yeah

Low Level Flight Lyrics: Say... from Album: Urgency

I awoke today
And I feel the same
As I did last night
The same old fight
As we had before.
If you're feeling
No more healing,
I'll be leaving
Out the door!!!

And I'll SAY
That you're not the one
And I'll turn my back
(if you promise that you'll)
SAY there's nothing left ,
That there is no trust between us.
And I'll SAY that you're not the one
And I'll SAY this love is gone
And I'll SAY I won't miss you.

All a-blur
Of useless words
It's so cold inside
And i can't find what we had before.
No believing,
No more meaning,
I'm not waiting
Anymore.

And I'll SAY
That you're not the one
And I'll turn my back
(if you promise that you'll)
SAY there's nothing left ,
That there is no trust between us.
And I'll SAY that you're not the one
And I'll SAY this love is gone
And I'll SAY I won't miss you.

Don't ever tell me you love me.
Don't ever tell me you need me.

And I'll SAY
That you're not the one
And I'll turn my back
(if you promise that you'll)
SAY there is nothing left ,
That there is no trust between us.
And I'll SAY that you're not the one
And I'll SAY this love is gone
And I'll SAY I won't miss you.